Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Missing My Honey

Totally missing Chael this evening. I rarely miss people, so it's noteworthy when I do...

Looking forward to him coming up this weekend! We're mainly going to bum around Friday night and Saturday, then Sunday we're going to the pool party. He's owed a day off by his unit, so he's gonna see if they'll give him Monday so he can stay an extra day.

Last weekend was our 13th wedding anniversary Sunday and the whole weekend was lovely. We took a spontaneous trip to Austin and had awesome vegan food at Mother's Cafe, then visited a very neat (& uncomfortably casual) herb/magick/hippy shop. Then Sunday I got breakfast in bed, we went swimming, and later that night grilled veggie dogs to make Coney Islands.

It was so fun.

Oh, and a couple of cases of delightful sex.

Then, I trained to Ft Worth where I met up w/ Abusablepaintoy and we had a tasty lunch, then road the TRE back to Dallas together and hung out a short bit. A very nice wrap up to a very happy weekend.

So looking forward to my honey getting here on Friday.

Unrelated, but every now and then I think maybe I should make Chael's profile here more realistic/matching up with what mine says (I filled out and update both our profiles). But I get too much humor out of what his says every time I re-read and consider changing what I put there. His profile is basically a bunch of references to my own personal in-jokes about him and me. For now I'm still sticking with what makes me giggle vs. accuracy.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

So Tired

Insomnia again. Laid awake all night giving myself mental cases of The Horrids (what I call thinking about worst case scenarios regarding my life and relationships and people and pets important to me).

Two hours of sleep and appointments spread out throughout today. One last one to go. I am so tired.

Ugh.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Anniversary and First Date

This weekend I go down to spend time with my hubby... he's trying to get Monday off so we have a bit more time together than usual. I'm training down on Friday and coming home Monday, most likely.

Sunday is our 13th anniversary. We plan to go to Belton Lake military resort and roast vegan-dogs and make Coney Islands out of them and just generally be together. Am all looking forward to it :D

Had, at the age of 33, my first and only official Date Experience tonight. I have always either just "hung out" with partners and friends or only gone on special nights out with people I was in a committed relationship with. Never a Real Date as part of the courtship-in-the-early-relationship ritual.

It was very nice and very nice of him and I definitely consider it a success and now have that experience-block checked.

So yay.

Did have a bit of a nervous day yesterday... for a day Chael and I had reason to worry that we'd be told sometime this week that we had to move NEXT MONTH because they're doing that to some of his unit (back to work one day and told to move to El Paso within 30 days)! He found out today, though, that he is not currently on the El Paso list... doesn't mean he won't be for a later move, since the unit is going in waves, but he IS looking over job requisitions and working the angles to get to stay at Ft. Hood and me in Dallas.

There are options for him to stay there, but all bad. We're looking for better opportunities for him. For now, though, we're still here.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Chael Fun

Chael and I have been staying up waaay too late each night watching scary movies and then The Golden Girls (to clear our mental palates before sleep)... then sleeping til noon or later each day.

We worked today on his service topping me... he beat me up some and I critiqued during and after as he continues to learn how I like it. He's such a sweety :)

About to pick the next movie...

Fun Day Yesterday

Went out to dinner and Adventure Landing with Chael, LadyHillary and Abusablepaintoy.

Chael was grumpypants annoying during the first hour or so we were all out and at dinner and I almost sent his butt home. But slowly and eventually he pulled out of it and became social.

All four of us did mini-golf, then Chael went and played video games in the arcade while us other three did go-karts and bumper-boats.

I'd never done go-karts before. It was very fun. Definitely a do-again.

First time on bumper-boats and it was a giggly wet mess lol. It turns out they each have a water sprayer on them to soak the other boat people... and boy did we all come out soaked.

Then it was frozen yogurt time for everyone (well, not I as I'm vegan, but I came along) and back home. LadyHillary had to work all day today and it was late, so Chael and I bundled ourselves back home and watched Army of Darkness (which I passed out during and slept solid all night).

So, I give Adventure Landing a thumbs up. The crowds and kids kind of stressed me bad at first but I rolled with it well and had a great time losing at putt-putt and other fun.

Value

Little things, even when you know they are little things, that remind you of your place as Extra hurt. Especially when you have 2 events in less than a week that make you feel forgettable/blow-off-able.

Recently I've been repeatedly reminded of that Priority vs. Option saying. I think someone may be a priority to me while I'm an option to them.

On happier thoughts, in a few minutes I'm hopping a bus to hop a train to go and stay the night with my darling spouse. :) Tomorrow we drive back up here for him to stay with me for a while, yay!! Spouse hugs and love and dirtiness. :D

Friday, July 2, 2010

Amazing

Too big and wonderful to share... but at the same time I had to say something somewhere.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Dress Up

I.am.so.aroused.

Been thinking for a week that AbusablePainToy and I would be "playing dress-up" (me wearing my tightlacing corset by WaspCreations and some stockings) this Friday... didn't get actually confirmed til today.

I spent today doing female upkeep... waxing, manicure, eyebrows done. Laid out my stuff for tomorrow. Now have to try and sleep when am all worked up.

Gawd I love that corset and gawd I love having someone to share my kink with.

Having someone who mutually enjoys it help me into my outfit, cinch me in... feeling the constriction and limitation of movement... pressure of hands against heavy cloth and boning against my skin...

Growr.

Must. Sleep.

Gotta get up around 9am for shower and shaving legs and such, then off to his house.

Yeah, I'm going to have a hard time sleeping tonight... Christmas Morning Syndrome but with more arousal.